I found my blog after 4 years

27 Apr

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I have been writing and have grown exponentially. I was surfing the site medium.com and happened upon a site that offered an opportunity for writers to showcase their work and receive a small sum as a result. They had a brief questionnaire and one question asked you to post a link to works you have created. I was at a loss…I hadn’t logged into this account in years. I searched through old tweets to find this page. 13 hours later here is a post from my upcoming book “Everything Hurts”. Thanks for having me back.

 

RIGHTEOUSNESS

If he made me breakfast when I arrived home before the sun parted the night.
I would kiss him gently before leading him back to bed.

If he held me tightly a hug that says “You are safe in my arms”. I would pull him closer deeper. My heart pounding against its soul mate. Each beat filling him with my love.

If he cast a smile my way, no matter what mood I’m in it would surely illuminate that day.
I would look into his eyes, where words failed to surmise. I would shower him with kisses.
Using my lips to translate a bond that simply won’t perish.

If he kissed my forehead, that kiss would crown me as his Queen. I would wear that crown all my days. Every day it belonged to me I would work reverently to bring grace and honor to our throne.

If he took my hand to walk through this haphazard life, I would hold his so tight.
That trust he has given, a treasure to me because:
Where your treasure is there will your heart also be.

Gratefulness

8 Jul

Now I am grateful for the rainy days as well as the bright ones
Because I know the rain brings growth

So I guess Im grateful for the not so good days and for the great ones
Because during the good times I may forget to thank the Lord for what he has brought me through

Im grateful for the boy and girl who occupy all my time
They’ve helped me to see the beauty in one moment

Im grateful for all the struggles
Without those I wouldn’t be here

I’m grateful for my heart which led me down some dark roads
If I hadn’t been there I would have thought I missed the world

Im grateful no one told me the things I wish they would have
Now I can tell my children from experience

Welcome

2 Jul

Welcome
I don’t want to stay but your so comforting I cant turn away
The day dawns on my eyes
Here I am lingering behind

If I move the moment will end
Vanish like a puff
Gone in the wind

Whose to say if I stay
What will happen
Today is another day

Hours we’ve spent on the phone
Falling asleep
Youre gone

When were together
There is no separation
As we watch the sunrise
I hope you don’t see the tears in my eyes

Im off now
But never with a goodbye
Its always see you later

A Mothers Wish

2 Jul

I can not believe these posts.
http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2011/07/01/news/doc4e0e0e70e3339017403217.txt#blogcomments

Are women who wear revealing clothes forced to “cover up”? Its absurd! Who wants to eat with a blanket over their head. This is a very important issue today, because breastfeeding is much healthier (than the alternative) for moms and babies. A healthier population means decreased health care costs. Breastfed babies have less allergies, are less obese, have more immunity to colds. People should be glad that mothers are breastfeeding. If a mother chooses to bottle her milk that is her CHOICE. Its at her convenience, we should support any parent who is caring for their child(ren). Isn’t that whats important the children. The rally today was to educate. We mothers have already made our choice, the state supports us and the federal government will follow and I hope you will as well. God bless.

He's in a milk coma

Friday of Wonder

24 Jun

I wonder if there is a greater joy to be felt
Than what I feel when you smile at me
What Ive always wanted
Ive completed a piece of me

Isaiah a name I never knew
Until you came into my life
Now they call you Vida Blue
Or Zeeky

Whatever name you go by
The face will always be the same
The one who stole my heart
The one who wont give it away

You don’t have to be a kid for your dreams to come true
The more you live the more you’ll go through
My son don’t wonder I’ll always be there for you
And when I’m not your Father will never forsake you

I Love Five Minute Fridays

17 Jun

Home

A search that never ends
Home is here or for a moment its there
Home is comfort
Home is a feeling
Home is laughter

I thought Home had to be fancy and full of stainless steel
Now home is with the one I love
The home is full of kids

Home accepts little mistakes
Home wants to be clean but lets the little stuff wait

Home is seeing the sun rise through my blinds
Home is much more than I realized

Home is a love I cant describe
Home doesn’t ask why

Home is a place I don’t have to hide
I can just be me that’s a joy that fills my insides

Distance

15 Apr

On Distance

I wish I could Distance myself from the worries of this life
Place a huge space between myself and the hurt

I know that distance would cancel out some of my greatest memories
The births the loves the scars that all equal a lesson learned

Im thankful God hasn’t put distance between him and me
all I have to do is take the time to get on my knees

Im ready to go the distance in all aspects of my life
Today is a new day with distance from yesterdays mistakes

Only left is the distance we create
Love makes up all